My Closet's Organized, But My Mind? Not So Much.

 Let's Be Real....

I have been having a lot of fun this summer, despite the very rainy day, I have been hanging out with all my favorite people and having SO MUCH Me Time! ☺☺

But... I haven't been able to find a good job. NOBODY IS HIRING!! (or maybe they all hate me, but WHO would hate me?!) As well as my mind that keeps going back and forth on my college decisions like OMG I wish I could make my mind up already!! And I still don't have my DRIVERS LICENSE!!! I just turned 18 and I HATE being an adult, this is just NOT the life for me. Other people seem fine with having to manage so why is it so difficult for me? 

1. I was totally BORN to have a driver NOT drive myself.!

2. Working is NOT for me. I'm not lazy and I can do labor just FINE but working requires to interact with people and everyone knows it's my weakness.

3. I want to study fashion or culinary but those jobs are not stable and most of those kids end up in SERIOUS debt. I wish i could following my dreams but unfortunately I do not have the funds for that.

I HAD like a little over 1000$ from my grad party and birthday party... Now I only have 505$ period. Where did the money gooooo? Seriously. Where?! I bought perfume, body oil, a couple dresses, tanks, bras, 2 pairs of heels, a laptop, and face care. Yeah so maybe I haven't been smart about my money... But it's SO hard. This is why I need a job because I love having money freedom!!! But I am trying to get my life together so this is what I'm doing.

Getting my life to move forward:

1. Seeking a job that best suits me. (Emailed back MercyOne and may call Grandma Sugars Cupcakery)

2. Rescheduling my classes for college. I have decided to work while in school. (Plus I decided I am not comfortable with full-time college)

3. I need to find a driver that is willing to teach me.

4. Hit 10k steps a day! (I've been getting lazy lately but its not like I can go outside the weather is horrible!)

5. Turning my weaknesses into super powers.. Don't know how but I need to start.

6. Opening a bank account! (I need to save money)

Okay I am excited to start my journey this summer. Even though it is June 25th, it is never too late. I can totally do this and I can't be a quitter. 

I will soon update in a couple of days maybe!! (SO excited.) ☺

QOTD (Quote of the Day): It's OK to outgrow people who don't grow.

Talk soon, 

Elle B. Are. ♥

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